I remember a time when people use to have actual conversations, share their thoughts and feelings without the repressed emotions of judgement. Yesterday, I was delighted to speak to a stranger at the grocery store and it was refreshing that she was at least human enough to be herself.
I felt comfortable for the first time thinking, “wow, she gets it”. Why can’t more people speak in this fashion? We are so blinded by societies blackness that we forget, real people exist with real truths. Chaos has taken over the world and there is no strong authentic compassion for anything.
On the other hand, I went to another person’s house later that afternoon and felt so uncomfortable. Sad to say, we sometimes do not realize, the triggers live within our own personal environment.
I am evalulating my life this year so much so that I have taken a pause from writing my truths. I think it is because, I got tired of hearing my own voice, attempting to share my hurts, pain and emotion stresses. The struggle is that people don’t want to hear about the negative but it is the negative that prevents us from healing. All this baggage is weighing the shit out of “happiness” and it is hiding. I don’t know if you have seen that new inside out movie but it really reflects on a little girls emotions.
Even though it is animated cartoon, it really makes you think. Watch it and you will discover some interesting emotions there.
