Numbness is a condition we feel when we no longer care about anything. We begin the journey thinking, “this is it; I can make it whatever I want it to be”, then for some reason, the curve comes around and we can’t continue on the same road. The experiences and struggles begin to take a…
Category: Mental Health
hell hole of this chaotic life
i never talk about love only because it is and has been the void in my life for the last 60 years. Searching for that unconditional love is one of the hardest things anyone can go through and with my recent self-discovery, i realized it should have been the most important. My suffering has escalated…
Remember the Cracks Are Real
Part of my process of healing is taking this course on Mental Health, and in our last class, we were given a task to do. Take a walk or bike ride, in my case, and “take the time to notice the connections with the earth”: as such, I realized it was really about being in…
Maybe I Like That I’m Not Alright
True to form, I have come to realize that even though I am all fucked up in my own way, life will not change for me. Therefore, I have to adapt to my own truths and live with my own decisions in the making. How often do you feel as though you a victim of…
Embracing Failure at Life: Finding Strength and Purpose in Adversity
the biggest dilemma with the world today is the idea of people and how they live. we judge by conditions and not what is really in front of us. we struggle with trying to make a difference in the world and find our purpose but when the hole has gone deep, there is no way…
How People Make Me Feel Bad About Myself
it occurred to me that why i am so miserable most of the time is because people, especially family and friends, make me feel bad. they all seem to have their shit together, the good life and the good luck, good relationships with their families and friends and all the while I have nothing but…