I have been thinking about life and these days nothing happy comes to mind but the one thing I do consider is how much of our journey is planned. I do not believe in “A God” or “A Higher Power” therefore my reason for living only stems from experiences through life with people. I see…
Category: Mental Health
chaos in the mind body and being is acceptable
Building roads i can believe in
Can you imagine it is almost 2026 and here we are looking back at what was accomplished in 2025. my personal experience with this year is big depression and realizing that my worth was nothing worth discussing. this is what happens when all shit breaks loose and you feel as though, living is a struggle…
letting go 101
Well my friendly readers here some news for you today. Through our lives we are faced with cross roads and defeats which we cannot explain. I had been shot down many times for what I write and it saddens me that at one time or another, I was so full of life and congratulated for my thoughts…
a lack of confidence should never be the struggle
Numbness is a condition we feel when we no longer care about anything. We begin the journey thinking, “this is it; I can make it whatever I want it to be”, then for some reason, the curve comes around and we can’t continue on the same road. The experiences and struggles begin to take a…
hell hole of this chaotic life
i never talk about love only because it is and has been the void in my life for the last 60 years. Searching for that unconditional love is one of the hardest things anyone can go through and with my recent self-discovery, i realized it should have been the most important. My suffering has escalated…
Remember the Cracks Are Real
Part of my process of healing is taking this course on Mental Health, and in our last class, we were given a task to do. Take a walk or bike ride, in my case, and “take the time to notice the connections with the earth”: as such, I realized it was really about being in…