I have been thinking about life and these days nothing happy comes to mind but the one thing I do consider is how much of our journey is planned. I do not believe in “A God” or “A Higher Power” therefore my reason for living only stems from experiences through life with people. I see…
Tag: depression
Building roads i can believe in
Can you imagine it is almost 2026 and here we are looking back at what was accomplished in 2025. my personal experience with this year is big depression and realizing that my worth was nothing worth discussing. this is what happens when all shit breaks loose and you feel as though, living is a struggle…
how can we find joy she has left the building
love, adventures, experiences. Finding the dream is a journey in itself, but when you realize you’re more than what life has set out before you, ask yourself: How can we find the joy we once knew? If you read my blog, you know that the last few years have been very tragic for me, and…
Write the Message That is Clear So They Understand
People are interesting. You never know what they are thinking and I can assure you they don’t know either. We are conditioned to follow the “norm” and never quite understand why things happen the way they do. What people don’t realize is that the bigger plan is laid out and we do not have a…
no chaos, no grief but only all the peace of mind
i seen this photo on pinterest and it reminded me of all the things i will never have or be able to aquire. well at least one of the things. dreams can be realized only if possible and most of us will never get those in our lifetime. i myself find ways to get a…
hell hole of this chaotic life
i never talk about love only because it is and has been the void in my life for the last 60 years. Searching for that unconditional love is one of the hardest things anyone can go through and with my recent self-discovery, i realized it should have been the most important. My suffering has escalated…