I have been thinking about life and these days nothing happy comes to mind but the one thing I do consider is how much of our journey is planned. I do not believe in “A God” or “A Higher Power” therefore my reason for living only stems from experiences through life with people. I see…
Tag: reality
Building roads i can believe in
Can you imagine it is almost 2026 and here we are looking back at what was accomplished in 2025. my personal experience with this year is big depression and realizing that my worth was nothing worth discussing. this is what happens when all shit breaks loose and you feel as though, living is a struggle…
letting go 101
Well my friendly readers here some news for you today. Through our lives we are faced with cross roads and defeats which we cannot explain. I had been shot down many times for what I write and it saddens me that at one time or another, I was so full of life and congratulated for my thoughts…
the inability to consume truth and falsify humanity
today i am consumed by life. how to develop something that makes sense and how to achieve the message. hello, and it has been a while since i posted anything, keeping myself busy with creations thinking: “maybe this is it”. alas now i am over thinking this maybe it isn’t about color and inspiration but…
Coping and Understanding Grief
Loss is one of the hardest things to experience. We cry, we feel betrayed, we understand nothing about the emotions, and then we ask the question: “When will I feel better?” A friend of mine has lost her mother in recent days, and I found it difficult to find the right words to express in…
a lack of confidence should never be the struggle
Numbness is a condition we feel when we no longer care about anything. We begin the journey thinking, “this is it; I can make it whatever I want it to be”, then for some reason, the curve comes around and we can’t continue on the same road. The experiences and struggles begin to take a…