I realized a long time ago, that my life never had the good stuff and what I mean by that is the thoughts of having it all and what I need or deserve, never appeared for me. At one time, I thought the idea of travelling to a great place was spectacular, which it is…
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hell hole of this chaotic life
i never talk about love only because it is and has been the void in my life for the last 60 years. Searching for that unconditional love is one of the hardest things anyone can go through and with my recent self-discovery, i realized it should have been the most important. My suffering has escalated…
Mixed Emotions Can Kill a Buzz
dealing with life can be exhausting. i am by far the expert on what people need and want or knowing the right moment to share my honest thoughts but we must trust our instincts and hope that the other person will understand. my last post was very upsetting, i know but it had to be…
When you realize you are still trying to be something you are not
I had a flash of insight this morning, looking at my design, thinking, and making things better; it turns out I am still trying to prove something. I am still creating and fixing, but without my content design, that to me indicates that I need to look at the bigger picture. Why always try and…
How People Make Me Feel Bad About Myself
it occurred to me that why i am so miserable most of the time is because people, especially family and friends, make me feel bad. they all seem to have their shit together, the good life and the good luck, good relationships with their families and friends and all the while I have nothing but…
Common Sense has no Place in this World
I am surprised by the amount of people who have no common sense. What should be a straight forward concept, seems troubling for some. We spend time educating, living life with rules and regulations, yet there are some people who can’t read or understand certain words when spelled out for them. I watch and listen…