i seen this photo on pinterest and it reminded me of all the things i will never have or be able to aquire. well at least one of the things.
dreams can be realized only if possible and most of us will never get those in our lifetime. i myself find ways to get a little glimpse of what i deserve and want once or twice a year and i can say that in the end, it is but a mere fraction of my desires.
i sat on my porch yesterday looking around, thinking this is not the life i expected for myself and how i ended up here or what my purpose was yet again. what or why we are born is the question and if you are lucky enough to find that answer, please let me know. inspirations for me come so few days and i can say without a doubt, i need a lot of it.
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summer is winding down and i haven’t even spent any time in my oasis, as one of my friend’s call it which makes me sad really. i guess time hasn’t been kind and suffering with mental health this summer has giving me grief. i keep saying i am going out there but when the time comes, i just give up and stay inside on the sofa thinking up ways to make me happy again. i feel as though i am a big disappointment and failure and wish to have no part in trying to find a moment of healthy because i feel that once i do, destruction will follow.
i know i am not the only person on earth that feels this way, most of us aren’t in the right place or time and suffer. i would wish happiness for everyone, no chaos, no grief but only all the peace of mind. what a dream that would be.
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but in the real world, I am Cathy. A mom, survivor and legendary bold, authentic woman that believes in reality and isn't shy to share it. I love to express my thoughts and feelings in order to better understand my mental health and why releasing them is so important.