the inability to consume truth and falsify humanity

today i am consumed by life. how to develop something that makes sense and how to achieve the message. hello, and it has been a while since i posted anything, keeping myself busy with creations thinking: “maybe this is it”. alas now i am over thinking this maybe it isn’t about color and inspiration but rather the words that are lacking.

i used to make sense, travelling, seeing sights, interacting with people and learning from them. it was easier then to trigger my own thoughts by their actions and expressions on certain lifestyle questions. in my last years of solitude, it has been difficult to imagine that past world. maybe the struggle is teaching me that it isn’t necessary to create more than need but simply share the words that mean something.

what i am seeing on the news or social media is people are suffering all kinds of hurt and i know that i am merely a little spec of dust but i still believe i have a big enough message. humans will not always tell you the truth about their inner emotions or suffering because they do not want to look weak amongst their peers, family or friends. rather they project an image that is false which renders them “less human”. they do not see the power of being honest for fear they will insult or hurt someone.

for the next few weeks, i want to develop a more “message” kind of blog, words that will inspire others but mostly make then understand my unconditional meaning.

i will be non-celebrating another birthday this coming week and as i have given up that idea of celebration, i am more focused on needs. i need to feel good about myself, my life and what matters. we can only live for the moment and know that everything is its place for a reason.

izii expressions will be making changes but i assure you, it is only to be ready for 2026. as always, be unconditional and you can read more great expressions on my blog.