Well my friendly readers here some news for you today. Through our lives we are faced with cross roads and defeats which we cannot explain. I had been shot down many times for what I write and it saddens me that at one time or another, I was so full of life and congratulated for my thoughts and feelings. I have told many times that my words for the most part inspire people and I have touched many hearts and souls along the way. When I spoke of believe in yourself yesterday, I apparently lit a fire.
Way back when, some of the people whom I have loved, really made me feel special; that I was a great person, loving, talented, a hard worker, great lover, good mother and a good friend. It has been told to me that I was very special, that I listen attentively and probably gave too much of myself but that is who I am. I would never say a bad word about anyone no matter how they shot me down or destroyed my ability to love. And now, all of this is the opposite. I have been humiliated, lied too, and told I was mental, obsessive and mostly just that I needed to find a way of letting go of things.
When you wear your heart on your shoulder as I do and have been at rock bottom, you begin to understand life a little better. You build courage to face things like never before. I should be commended for surviving all my tragedies and most of all admired for being able to love and care for people who have put me down and made a fool out of me. I have always believed as well that people who hurt others are victims of past regrets. I only hope they too can find themselves or the great person they too once were; we all do things we regret and because I can forgive those who have harmed me, I am LETTING GO. I have but one more fear to face and soon I will get that chance. I only wished that maybe I would have taken a course in BITCHOLOGY 101 then I might be stronger in my journey. But I am who I am and accept that whatever comes, it was meant to be.
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Why people change
Do you realize the effect you have a person when you are one way one day and change the next? I do and I am an expert on it.
I had this “PERSON’ tell me once or twice I have major moods swings but I realize now. It wasn’t that at all, it was because I let this person affect my life so much that it became habit form. And for the most part I believe people change because they themselves are unsure of who they are and what they actually want. Or maybe they just tell you things one minute to get you sucked into their world? Yes, that would be it. Manipulating people can be so harmful. I ask you this: “Can we ever really step away from these types of people? Or are we just doomed?”
Note from the author: now 2025 feelings and emotions with respect to this subject have not changed. life goes on but we continue to modify the moment.
About izii
Hi, I am the Creator of Izii's Blog
but in the real world, I am Cathy. A mom, survivor and legendary bold, authentic woman that believes in reality and isn't shy to share it. I love to express my thoughts and feelings in order to better understand my mental health and why releasing them is so important.