I have the right to want what I want and to feel the way I feel. I may not choose to act on those feelings or desires, but I won’t hide them from myself. They are part of me.
I have read this line over and over again, and only wish I could truly believe this. I have many thoughts about being a fool, believing something that wasn’t there and unfortunately I have no place to share this but here. When you truly believe in something so strong how do you let go of that?
YOU CAN’T.
There is a force greater than myself that no one understands and it is impossible to let it go. Although my life will forever be altered by some of the actions that have happened recently, I am forever grateful I have some people who have put up with me and listened to me. Healing a broken heart and soul is not an easy task and forgiving yourself is harder. We are who we are and are all here for a reason.
"let's begin to understand our own well-being before judging others"
The question I have been asking myself lately is:
Why Am I Here?
I am not sure. I only know that my existence must mean something and the discovery is part of that journey. My interactions with people over many years have molded the very essence of my thoughts and feelings and have left me empty. Today, mixed in those feelings, I ponder daily about what comes next.
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