as i listen to “Twilight Zone” by Golden Earring i am reminded of a time when being young and free was a choice. then again, do we really have choices? i speak often about the bigger plan and how whatever road you take for yourself there is always something else guiding that journey. you decide…
Tag: truth
hell hole of this chaotic life
i never talk about love only because it is and has been the void in my life for the last 60 years. Searching for that unconditional love is one of the hardest things anyone can go through and with my recent self-discovery, i realized it should have been the most important. My suffering has escalated…
Remember the Cracks Are Real
Part of my process of healing is taking this course on Mental Health, and in our last class, we were given a task to do. Take a walk or bike ride, in my case, and “take the time to notice the connections with the earth”: as such, I realized it was really about being in…
Mixed Emotions Can Kill a Buzz
dealing with life can be exhausting. i am by far the expert on what people need and want or knowing the right moment to share my honest thoughts but we must trust our instincts and hope that the other person will understand. my last post was very upsetting, i know but it had to be…
Maybe I Like That I’m Not Alright
True to form, I have come to realize that even though I am all fucked up in my own way, life will not change for me. Therefore, I have to adapt to my own truths and live with my own decisions in the making. How often do you feel as though you a victim of…
When you realize you are still trying to be something you are not
I had a flash of insight this morning, looking at my design, thinking, and making things better; it turns out I am still trying to prove something. I am still creating and fixing, but without my content design, that to me indicates that I need to look at the bigger picture. Why always try and…
