Life has been weighing on me these days, even with the warmer weather, fixing the yard, getting the pool ready, I am feel less than joyous. My negative thoughts are heavy and it is because I realized the other day, at my age, I have accomplished nothing tangible in my life. I have also been thinking about love and how it has left the building. Remember that fill your heart with consumed love, the one we all crave? Ya, that one.
There is a man I had once and he consumed me, I even wrote the book about it. When I started writing many, many years ago, it was my therapy. At some point, I had realized the writing wasn’t helping. This is where I have been lately, thinking about what to do, where to go and where I want to be. I assure you, life isn’t as pretty as I want it.
Keeping my sanity, I dream of creating and spreading the words. This is why iziiexpressions still exist, although soon, I may have to shut it down for lack of funds. This other part of my professional life is gone as well, as I have not yet found work. I think society is brutual and aggressive. No one cares about anything or anyone and we all suffer in different ways but the story is same, isn’t it?
Regardless, if you do read my blog, thank you for being here. Until next time …
